Ben Hawkins-Psuedonymn

Did I spell that right? Anyway, I am using the name Ben Hawkins to identify myself. He was the main character in Carnivale on HBO a while back. He was a lost and confused oakie whose mother just died and his house razed to the ground by the bank. The traveling carnival picks him up and he eventually discovers he has the power to heal, and defeat the devil, (a preacher in disguise), and eventually discovers he is the avatar in the age of the atomic bomb. i am avatar...